Heartbreak To Breakthrough

As I approach my 30th birthday I've been reflecting on how I spent my 29th year. It's been a roller coaster to say the least. It definitely wasn't the funnest roller coaster but I'm enjoying the ride. My highs were amazing and I'm glad experienced them but at the same time  my lows were not expected and heartbreaking. That's life right? Or at least that's what I've been told. Clearly I was not living "life" like these people had been. I guess what I can look forward to is a new year to make it my own. Learn from mistakes I feel I made and try to make the best of the situation. I've forgiven those people I felt hurt me but most importantly I had to forgive myself. Now I'm focusing on myself and my happiness. God has plans for my life so I'll let him order my steps accordingly.